i love katie

"Be sober, be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking some one to devour. Resist him, firm in your faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings. And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, establish, and strengthen you." (1Pet.5:8-10).



    "Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.
    Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes.
    For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the air." (Eph.6:10-12).

today i said goodbye to my dog rusty.
he was sent to the pound to be put up for adoption.
i heard they destroy them after somthin like two weeks..
so i scratched his itch for him behind his ear..and pet him a little while.. then i said nice knowin ya ol boy
haha no i didnt really get emo for rusty
it was an emotional ordeal though.. i just disconnected.. im sure ill miss that lil doggy alot later on
i was lookin at a picture of him i found the other day..he was a young lil pupppy with happy eyes.  aw rusty.. ill miss you
we had him about.. 12 years
chris was a little baby
and i was a big 9 yr old
yeah
and terence was dead. haha

we had sugar then too the other dog that went crazy
she liked to run away
alllllot
like all the time
she didnt like us very much
but when i was a kid shed let me lay down on her like a pillow and stuff
she was a nice dog, lab/ridgeback mix

im smokin weed and drinkin coffee now

Killer cults tend to be led by charismatic megalomaniacs who pit themselves and their churches against the rest of the world. They are usually apocalyptic visionaries drunk with lust and power that have physical and sexual control over their followers. In most cases their beliefs stem from twisted interpretations of established doctrines. These self-proclaimed divinities usually amass a large arsenal of weapons before bringing forth their personal day of reckoning.

plans for the near future:

-get some weed from hannah
-download some dark ambient/power electronics
-->women of the ss
--nicole12
-->richard ramirez
were memorable...ughh yess i can download now.. oh shit.. i had some good times with good ol nicole 12

*downloads girl with the magazine

-smoke some weed

-get my lisence

-drink a bottle of water and eat a fruit a plum or apple sounds good mmm, i can take care of that one now

just listen to miusic and go crazy
ill look at that shay snnt john site its funny

an example of a bad thing would be like saying i love you to someone too soon in a relationship... i had some experience with that before
i broke up with this girl cause she said she loved me in the first few weeks of dating
i thought it was cute... i just wasnt into her
we were only going out cus i was lonely really.. i was younggg haha

what the fuckk its only 1031 right now it feels later..

oh good i thought i accidentally posted something in here i probably shouldnt have..

itl be good to see hannah this weekend and get some weed
i smoked some tonight and i feel good
i ate a mini pizza it was good
yeah i could go for some beer that sounds goood
well im getting pretty bored in my house now i better go do something bad, right after i do some satanic rituals for sadistic power

awh my parents went to walmart so i guess were not gonna go to the beach today
:( i wanted smores

im gona go get high now

later